Sunday, April 25, 2010

Book 3, section 5

They tell me that room 101 is the end. Not the end of your life, but it might as well be. It is where you cease to be yourself and just become one of the blundering, brainwashed fools. Or just a nameless victom of a hanging, not much better. I don't want to, but no one can escape. And when They brought out the rats, I understood why. They what you fear most, and use it aggainst you. With it, they can force information out of you you didn't even know you were hiding.
For me it was Julia.
I gave her up to them. Not in the physical sense, because they already had her. No, I gave her up mentally. She no longer was mine, and I betrayed the promise of our relationship. I betrayed our love.

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