Book 2, section 3

Julia and I have gotten to know each other. I have told her all about Katherine. She was not surprised of course. Sometimes I wonder if she is ever surprised. When I told her about the chance I had to get rid of Katherine that time by the cliff, she merely said that I should have pushed her, and that she would have. Now that I think back on it, I realize that is if I were the person I was today, I would have. It has also occurred to me recently that there is no way for us to win in our lifetime. We can only sow the seeds for the next generation. Julia, of course, didn't want to listen to such. She immediately shushed me when I spoke my thoughts aloud.