Book 2, section 8

The meeting between O'Brien and I finally has taken place! At first he seemed cold, and for a minute I became worried. How did we know that he was with us, aggainst the party, and aggainst Big Brother? For all we knew he could be a member of the secret police. But then, he did the most wonderous thing. He turned off the telescreen! At first I was shocked, but then he explained that because he was an inner party member, he had special rights. And then, he told me that he would be sending me, the book.